10 days after asking myself "am I living for something worth dying for?", I got a hint to the answer..
I noticed that.. I need a reason for everything!
I also noticed that... I need more data in order for me to get better..
I know the above may not make any sense to you, but atleast I'm understanding myself at a more conscious level nowdays and I have a reason to live for a better day ahead.. ;)
sensei says "I'm busy because I want more free time.."