Monday, June 30, 2008
The lost song..
Found a new excitement today.. video upload is fun! :)
p/s: Sorry for the video quality..
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Materialized!!
This is a short clip that I made to show at the end of the programme..
Yes, it's my first video upload in YouTube.. ;)
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
This I must comment..
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Speechless..
I was with him the day before but was not beside him when he passed on..
This was really a big blow to me..
He was not only my uncle, but the next best thing to a father for me.. a brother.. a friend..
He used to send me to school..
He taught me how to play badminton.. how to kick a ball properly..
He was there to comfort me when my father passed away..
He was there to celebrate my marriage.. even hosted my Japanese friend that came to visit Malaysia..
He showed be how to be kind to people.. what it means to give & not just take..
Most of the time he taught me how to laugh at my own shortcomings and move on..
He always had a smile on his face.. even when what's left was only his body..
I'll miss him dearly.. Penang won't be the same.. Life won't be the same..
Al-Fatihah...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
What if... -revisited-
But anyways...
Today was one of those days that got me thinking about a few "What ifs"..
If you think about it long enough, probably you'll see that there is actually no 'alternate dimensions' to this world -- or atleast to your life.. We are all presented with choices every second of the day.. some come in big dilemmas, while others are really small A or B options.. What ever it may be, we choose one thing over the other.. then at times, after making those choices, we look back and say.. "Hmmm.. what if I had chosen....."
You may logically know what could have happen, but the fact is, you will never get the chance to really experiece the alternate choice & emotionally understand it... NEVER EVER!
So, if what is done is done and what ever will be will be.. no matter how, or which.. choices are actually merely virtual options in life.. they don't really exist.. there's no 'one or the other'.. everything IS pre-selected.. you are only given the opportunity to FEEL the sensasion of going through the process of selecting the pre-selected option.. Don't you agree?
And get this... people tend to think on a 'positive mode' when looking back at an event in their life, but will likely to think on a 'negative mode' when considering the present onwards.. for example.. school days are often said to be the best part of our lives.. but when we were in school, we actually complained a lot about how hard it is to get through.. betul tak?
It's all in the mind... the mind likes things that are simple & common.. it creates perseption based on those grounds.. the unknown is always difficult and bad.. but once you've done it and things become familiar, it's easy and good..
Pelik kan? ;)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Reborn...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Aku sedang ingin...
July looks crazy and I may have to do back-to-back programs..
Stressful? Yes, but 'good' stress...
Along the way, I made friends with Ben the one man band.. Cool dude, very pleasant personality.. my boss loves him, the clients love him.. he gets the party going and with a little help from yours truely, we take it to the next level.. We always have a good time together.. I more or less know his set of playlist already & we're working on a few new songs to play.. the 1st one was "Sedang Ingin Bercinta".. eventhough it wasn't as mind blowing as when Blind Sight did it, nevertheless I had a blast doing that number..
So with this "side project" going on.. I can say I'm pretty happy doing any teambuilding programs during weekends.. Its the weekdays that's killing me.. :P
Thursday, June 12, 2008
In the mood for blood..
I very seldom feel this way, but right now.. at this very moment, I just might..
You poke me, I'm not just gonna poke you back, I'm gonna rip your eyeballs out of their socket!!
my heart is pumping..
adrenaline rushing..
but somehow my brains are still in command..
I'm still rasionalizing stuff in my head..
should I or should I not fuel the sparks...
hmmm...
choices ohh choices..
A wise sensei once said... "Don't make me angry.. you won't like it when I'm angry..."
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Sometimes I amaze myself..
Sometimes I come up with the wackiest ideas when I drive.. some of them actually make sense more than what I normally say during discussions & meetings.. the only problem is, I forget most of it at the end of the day simply because I don't write them down.. see how important it is to have a 'trigger mechanism'?
Anyways.. just now I came up with this quote that I think is pretty brilliant..
Example: Makan ayam goreng, sedap = positive.. Jogging, penat = negative.. but you do need both to balance things out, something of that line laa..
Tengok bola sampai pagi, seronok = positive.. esok pegi kerja mengantuk = negative..
Kena kerja lebih masa, takde social life = negative.. hujung bulan dapat income kencang = positive.. Ok la tu.. circle of life.. :)
Saturday, June 07, 2008
The art of procrastination..
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Of SUPERHEROES..
I asked each of the participants to pick their favourite 'SUPERHERO' from their childhood.. The idea is to relate why (as in what are the characteristics) they liked about the 'SUPERHERO' and why not imitate that in doing their daily job...
Some said SUPERMAN.. one mention HULK.. a few picked real life people as their favourite 'SUPERHERO' but most of them didn't quite get it..
Anyways, let's take another look at this idea..
As a child, I always adored SUPERMAN for his super powers.. as a teenager, I shifted and became fond of BATMAN's concepts - brain power rather than super powers.. But if you go deep, you'll actually see the other side to the life of these SUPERHEROS.. SUPERMAN only had his powers on Earth because of the Sun rays or something like that - in other words, he's special because he's unique in this land.. if he was back in Krypton, everybody would be flying around and nobody would take a second look at him - he'll be just another average Jo or should I say, another Clerk (yes, pun intended).. As for BATMAN, the dude is all work, 24-7... yes he does seem to flirt and party around as Bruce Wayne, but still he's actually on duty as BATMAN.. it's just an act.. the dude has no life! Most of his time he's in front of his PC, staying up all night in the cave doing prep work... hmmmm... kinda sounds familiar.. hehe :P
So maybe it is true, you do get live the life of your favourite SUPERHERO.. probably in a different perspective, but the 'universe' does answer for thoughts and make it come true..
Just imagine if you focus on the right thoughts.........
I'd probably be 'flying' right now.. hehe..
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Stop, break.. Hammer time!
Anyway.. I'd like to ask you all.. in terms of your 2008 Resolutions.......
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Dah bulan 6 dah weiii... apa yang hangpa dok buat selama ni??!!
hehehe..